Ha ha. But this is really a very sad statement. Sarcasm, wielded appropriately, is a wonderful tool for some kinds of communication situations... wielded indiscriminantly it is a hurtful club (especially with young people who learn to be suspicious of words).
I love your sarcasm, Sugarmouth, but it should never supplant positive thinking.
Hey, I just found your blog on Colon Club. I am trying to read it from the beginning. Just wanted to say hello. Love the sign you just posted. Take care. Michele http://michelepeters.blogspot.com
Context is everything, Ed, and the context of this blog is me dealing with my cancer. Some of the weapons in my arsenal are rage, bitterness, cynicism, atheism, frustration, denial, and sarcasm. I know positivity is all the rage, but I think anything that energizes you and keeps you in the fight is a good thing.
JP--Can't wait for you to come out!
Michele--Thanks for coming out--hope you come back. :)
OK. After all it is your blog and everything, but for some of us this is the only window we have into you and your world. I am sorry to foist my philosophies on your cancer-fighting energy. Maybe I'll just be a lurker.
When my husband was in the military and would go on his six month deployments, people would be all "Oh, you're so strong, I don't know how you do it, blahblah compassionate noisescakes." The thing is, there is no choice. You put your head down and grind it out and one day you wake up and your life is back to normal.
In December 2007, they found a mass in my rectum. This is My Cancer Deployment.
33yo, primiparous, non-smoking, hypothyroid (dx 12.07), 8+ year pescatarian 1st diagnosed with rectal cancer via colonoscopy on 11.30.07. Despite very low CEA levels (1.0), dx confirmed 12.04.07 via biopsy. Tumor determined to be stage IIIb (T3/N1), 6-7cm from anal verge on 12.11.07 via world's most unpleasant ultrasound.
33 tx of chemorads (3,000mg Xeloda/d), pathology following LAR found no signs of adenoma or carcinoma AND none of the 11 nodes taken out were positive. FUCK YEAH.
Most recently, completed last of 8 treatments of FOLFOX on 8.16.08 and had ostomy reversal 9.5.08.
- 11/30: colonoscopy - 12/21: laproscopic ovary transposition - 12/26: 6 weeks/33 treatments of chemoradiation (last day 2/8) - 3/13: pre-op work-up and CTVP - 3/25: TRUS - 3/28: surgery (LAR) - 4/10: post-op appointment - 4/11: CT scan - 4/14: drain placement - 4/24: port placement - 4/24: 4+ months/8 chemo treatments: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 - 9/4: CT scan, appts with both onc and surgeon - 9/5: ostomy takedown - commence bowel retraining - port gets taken out at some point...
Once goal of normal pooping is achieved (which may be further in the distance than any of us might think), join us in Iceland or Bermuda somewhere totally kewl for my FUCK CANCER Party
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perfecto!
Ha ha. But this is really a very sad statement. Sarcasm, wielded appropriately, is a wonderful tool for some kinds of communication situations... wielded indiscriminantly it is a hurtful club (especially with young people who learn to be suspicious of words).
I love your sarcasm, Sugarmouth, but it should never supplant positive thinking.
Live strong.
Hey, I just found your blog on Colon Club. I am trying to read it from the beginning. Just wanted to say hello. Love the sign you just posted.
Take care.
Michele
http://michelepeters.blogspot.com
Context is everything, Ed, and the context of this blog is me dealing with my cancer. Some of the weapons in my arsenal are rage, bitterness, cynicism, atheism, frustration, denial, and sarcasm. I know positivity is all the rage, but I think anything that energizes you and keeps you in the fight is a good thing.
JP--Can't wait for you to come out!
Michele--Thanks for coming out--hope you come back. :)
OK. After all it is your blog and everything, but for some of us this is the only window we have into you and your world. I am sorry to foist my philosophies on your cancer-fighting energy. Maybe I'll just be a lurker.
I vote for lurker! (Maybe we should do a poll?)
when i saw this - i smiled - it is so you (and my j).
and when i saw the city presidents' comment - i laughed hard - people from that city and surrounding area must be pretty clever ;)
It is so you - Love it! Keep up the positive energy! :)
got to love the sarcasm!! it comes in handy at so many times......
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